Feeling alone.

What happens when we feel alone?  When we reach out and open up to someone to only have them turn around and walk away.  To be let down by someone we love and trust.  To feel abandoned and heartbroken.  For me it brings back some very sad and overwhelming memories.  I thought it would be different now, that someone was there and was going to be beside me.  I realize that I wanted something so much that I was willing to sacrifice some very essential and important things that belong in a healthy relationship.  I was also willing to sacrifice what I know is right and go along with something I know is wrong.  In these very sad and dark moments I felt something, I felt someone.... I have a Heavenly Father that I can turn to, that I can relax in his safe arms and feel a love that is unending and unwavering.  This is a feeling and experience that comes only through a relationship with Jesus.  Today, right now, in this moment, I know that I am loved and accepted and that I will never be alone, no matter what happens.